闲来之笔

最近越来越懒了，

可是考试要来了，

怎么办怎么办？

不行不行，

要改了要改了！

还有一个月酱就要回家了，

反而这时候更想家呢？！

好想念家人和朋友们，

希望我回去的时候，

朋友们都在吧！

今天知道Joeshua 5月尾就要去KL 念书了，

是和 Tai Bao 同一间，UNITEN!

好可惜，看来我们不能见面了！

祝福你，我的朋友！

努力读书哦！

我也要努力了！

我们大家一起努力吧！

哈哈！

加油加油！

人生充满希望啊！

我变了

最近的我，变了，真的变了，

是从什么时候开始，变得那么感性？

就连看到可怜的，感动的电影或文章，

都会有种想哭的冲动！

冷酷的我，去了哪里？！

也许有些人认为这样的改变是好的吧，

可是我认为，自己变得容易受伤了，

容易难过了，也轻易地就被别人给伤害了！

是社会的现实将我改变的吧！

身边的朋友多了，大家不同的性格体现出来，

发现很多事情，不能意气用事，要忍耐，才能生存下去！

可是，我开始不知道，自己还能够忍多久！

硬碰硬绝对不是一个很好的选择，

也许现在有着柔弱外表的我，是自己的伪装吧！

我自己也不清楚，不了解自己了！

真是堕落啊！

我害怕，但我能改变什么？

以前的我很强势，如果我现在继续那样，

那我肯定活不下去了！

所以才需要伪装，但不知道那是不是我要的！

能做的也只有调整好自己的心态吧！

我真的不想长大，长大后，要面对的事情和压力真的很多！

我想回到过去，一切都很单纯的时候！

The Largest City in Scotland- Glasgow!!

The River Clyde!!

The Isle of Cumbrae!

This photo was took while i'm biking around the island!

Four of us on the bike we hire!

Mussels!!!!!

It's EASTER HOLIDAYS now!! and I'm going to Glasgow for a trip of 3 days 2 nights with 5 friends! It's quite a tiring trip though since Glasgow is the largest city in Scotland and we have to walk to save money! We stay quite far away from the city centre because it's cheaper. haha! Actually not really much places of interest in Glasgow but it's a good place to shop! But the shops are the same as the shops in Sunderland and Newcastle but only bigger, so nothing much to buy! But it's good because i'm not wasting my money! LOL!!

We went to The Isle of Cumbrae the second day! Need to take a bus for around one and a half hour to Largs and then take a 15 mins ferry to the island! And then another 15 mins of bus to millport- a small town found in the island! Then, only 4 of us, Chiewhung, Erin, Fui Yin and me hire a bike as christine and amy dont know how to ride a bike! We use around 2 hours biking around the island, and we choose the wrong route where we keep on climbing small hills.. it's really tiring but yet FUN! It's been a long time since I've ride a bike, and this is the first time I found that the sun in UK can be so HOT!! HAHAHA! We went back straight after we finish biking because there is no other activities that can be carried out in that island! At night, we ate in a Malaysia Restaurant! The foods there are really nice and taste so Malaysia!! LOL!! Bits of homesick now! hehe

The third day we just went to shopping and have mussels in Mussel Inn as out lunch! The mussels are sooo nice that I even think about it now! And it's quite cheap! Too bad that there isn't one in Sunderland.. T.T. When it's time to go back, we went to the wrong railway station, It's was my fault as I saw it wrongly! I'M SOO SORRY AND GUILTY! But then luckily we manage to walk to the other railway station as fast as we can! aiks.. and then the timetable was different from what I know when i bought the train tickets, and they din send me even if they change the route, it makes me felt anxious for the whole trip way back to Sunderland!

It's quite a nice trip with friends but then too much of things that happened that I can't really accept and also quite a lot of us get injured..lol..dont know why also!! FEI DAO!! Anyway, I reached home safely at last!!

新的世界！

上大学之后，发现了新的世界，一个尔虞我诈的世界！也许不是全部人都是那样，但是比起中学时大家的单纯，更多的是心机的存在！ 有一些人，真的很奇怪，有时对你很好，有时却理都不理你，有时候很开心，突然间却又变得很emo! 我真的快不懂了！ 哀莫大于心死！现在的我已经不强求什么了！他们喜欢怎样就怎样吧！毕竟我没有什么权利去左右一个人的想法！只是有时候还是会有小小的难过，每次都要用很多时间来说服自己不要去在乎！我好想回到以前，大家都能真正交心，当真正的好朋友的时候！ 现在的世界真的很恐怖，你只要把什么事情说出来，第二天，全世界都知道了！好没有隐私哦！ 也许，我现在能做的也就只有让自己习惯这些事情的发生！我不能控制人家，但我能改变自己的想法！ 只要变得什么都不在乎，也许很多事情就可以释怀了吧！