The recent me!

I'm so busy these few weeks.. there is soo many tests and portfolios and reports that I have to pass up, but two more weeks, just two more weeks, then I'll be free. Because it's EASTER HOLIDAYS!! I really can't wait for it anymore! After this week's lab test and statistic test, next week I have to hand in my portfolio, then I'll be having my poster presentation, then I'll be having a chemistry lab test.. Then, I think the week after I should be free already. So happy..
Because I'm busy everyday, time flies. I'm going to finish my first year study soon, and will be back to Malaysia during summer! Can't believe that I'm going back soon. Although May I have a whole month of exams(actually it's only 4 days out of that month), but they are so genius that put my exam date on the first and the last day of the month of exams..=.=.. and each exam seperate like 10days to let us study. Aikss.. dont know whether should say it's good or not.. It's good because I can have more time to prepare for the next exam, but it's also bad because it make me suffer for a longer period! BTW, I'm still having difficulty in sleeping, still dreaming lots at night which makes my eye bag becoming bigger and bigger.. haiz.. Hope everything will be running smooth!!! Hahahahaah..Let's face all the problem with a big big smiley face! ^^

Edinburg!!

One of the street in Edinburg.Outside the Edinburg castle!

View of Edinburg from the castle!

One of the building inside the Edinburg castle.

No ENVY because I'm going to visit again, and this time it's

EDINBURG!!

buahahahhahha

I'm following my uni's students union's organized trip

It's still sleeting there although it's already March!

I'm so scare there I can't even play as much as I want as the weather is not good!

But luckily, the snow stops!
We spend 2 hours in the Edinburg castle, then have our lunch.

That's all for the trip, so short!

One day trip is really not enough la.

Feel like want to go again someday!

yahaha!

Ps: for more photos, it's on my FB!!

面包超人

我现在的fb profile picture!

一开始，还没那么严重时

几分钟过后，变成这样！


奇怪为什么我的 fb profile picture 会换去面包超人吗？

另外，要申明一下，照片里的人不是我，是我的朋友Amy Lim！！

一开始，是Michael换他的profile pic先，结果那一群男生都换了，
然后，他们就开始怂恿我们换，结果大家都换了，笑死我了。

然后comment全部都是面包超人，我真的笑到肚子抽经了！！！ 搞笑到！

但是有时也觉得她很可怜，不过我知道，她一定也是自己在电脑面前笑到要死了！

完全觉得自己很像傻婆，一直在电脑面前不停的笑。天哪！！！

然后，fb 的 wall 全部都是面包超人的post,面包超人的comment, 我真的无语了！

Lake District

This is the lake!
Got lots of ducks and swan!

Spaghetti bolognese

Pizza with hawaian topping!

Garlic mushroom and soup of the day as starter!

This is the restaurant where me and Mei Quin have our lunch, It's soo beautiful and look so high class..yahahaha

The town of Lake District!

We're on our way to Lake District!

Look at this, it was soo green and i knew that!! It's spring! Spring is coming soon!! Yeh!

There is soo many sheeps there which keep remind me of Yong Mek Mek

It another trip again! This time is the Lake District that I'm going!
The scenery there was sooo nice!!! But, it's not the lake district, but the scenery on the way going there (I know it's sounds funny, but it's true!)

Well, it's quite a good place to shop ^^

We ate ice cream as well as we keep seeing other ppl eating ice cream!!

It's quite a nice trip!!

改变 change

最近，开始觉得自己变了，觉得自己跟以前的自己不太一样了，
现在的我，非常的不自律，懒惰，胆小，
我开始有点不懂我自己到底要做什么，
有时候，我真的觉得，连我自己都不了解我自己，
我真的觉得自己很搞笑，要什么都不知道。
我觉得现在的我真的太颓废了，我开始觉得我好像都没什么目标去奋斗，
觉得自己现在天天都在浪费时间。觉得这样的人生，实在太没有意义了。
这样的改变，真的让我觉得很害怕很害怕，我也不想这样啊！T.T
每一次，都希望自己，最少能变得跟以前一样，可是，想的比做的容易，
每次想了之后，都没有去做，结果到现在，还是一样那么没用！
好讨厌这样的自己哦！
我想找一个目标，我想达成一个目标，但是我真的不知道，什么才是我想要的，
真的烦死了！总觉得自己的生活是一团乱的！讨厌啦！
我应该怎么办？
我真的真的不想再过这样的生活了！
我好想好想过一些有意义的生活啊！！

p/s: 恭喜在STPM考获优良成绩的朋友们！你们的成功，是我们大家的骄傲啊！！恭喜恭喜!!

考试！考试！

终于，迎来了第一次chemistry written test, 好紧张，明明就从小考到大，但是还是会很紧张！最近自己越来越懒惰了，不知道真么办才好！ 唉..
考试考试考试，只要是学生，这都是免不了的过程吧。 从幼稚园，我们就开始考试了，考下考下， 没想到都已经那么多年了，算来，也考了14年了吧！好久啊！！Yahaha.. 但是为什么，现在听到考试，还是会害怕呢？！好奇怪啊！！！
希望现在还在考试的朋友们！ 大家一起加油吧！希望大家都能够考取很好的成绩吧！！
明天STPM就要放榜了，希望我正在等成绩的朋友，Jason, Koh, Esther, Joanne, Josh, Sunitha 等能够拿到不错的成绩！加油加油加油！！努力努力努力！！good luck good luck good luck!

秘密？！

昨天，初十五，跟平常一样， 我们又聚在一起了，
大家跟往常一样，玩得很开心， 但是， 就在昨晚，
我完全可以体会到，什么叫做乐极生悲。
也许，是我们大家玩得太过火了。于是，什么秘密都报出来，
也许我们觉得只是很小很小的一件事，说出来并没什么影响，
但是，却是当事人认为很大的一件事。
是因为觉得被朋友背弃，亦或者觉得是因为觉得害羞自己的秘密被知道了？！
我不知道，我只希望时间能够倒流，能够阻止这一切的发生。
这绝对绝对不是我们大家所希望看到的结果， 弄成这样，大家也不好过啊！
我只能希望，这次以后，
我们大家都能学到教训，那就是三思而行。
说真的，看到他们俩个现在闹得那么僵，我真的很难过！
希望昨天晚上的事件不会对她们的友谊产生任何影响，否则我真的会很难过很难过的！
希望一切都能像以前那样，也希望一切能够好起来！